mad as a hatter?

am i crazy to be going halfway across the country with absolutely no one im close to?
does this make me brave? is this going to build character.
I thought that was what you did, you went away to college. but seeing everyone going and they at least have someone. Maybe they aren't the closest of friends but they have definately gotten closer from their shared futures together.

it worries me that when I think of all the things that drew me to Wisconsin, I keep thinking, oh when so-n-so comes to visit I'm gonna show them this, and take them here.
Its just hard when there is no one to talk to because I really am going to be all alone. on my own. in the cold hard world that is (almost) the frozen tundra.
oh to just stay in southern california with nice, happy, sunshiney people.
I just hope I make some good friends